Despair
I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate my family. I fucking hate where I live. I would just like to end it all. I'd like to douse my house with gasoline and set a match to it all with me in the midst of it and then blow my fucking brains out as it all goes up in flames like some great big Viking funeral minus the boat and water. But then the stupid assholes on the news would likely use my ass-ugly drivers license picture on the news report to identify the lunatic woman who did such a thing and the thought of my hideous drivers license photo being broadcast for all the world to see is just about as horrifying a thing as I can think of. So I guess I'll just have to be brave and tough it out and maybe things will all work out in the end. I just hope I don't have to wait too long.
posted by Xul at 10:09 PM
6 Comments:
Sooo... things not going so well? Does anything in particular bug you? Or is this perhaps related to your menstruation period?
Anyway, things are probably not as bad as they seem now. This too shall pass et cetera.
So I guess I'll just have to be brave and tough it out and maybe things will all work out in the end.
Yeah, that. You haven't come this far to screw things up for yourself now.
my hideous drivers license photo
Hey mine sucks too! Everybody's does as far as I know.
I took my nephews from school for the last time as their summer vacation started today. Strangely they weren't as enthusiastic as one might think. Apparently they expect to be quite bored during their 6 week holiday as their parents will only allow them to play video-games in the evening and not during the day. It's as if kids today don't know how to keep themselves busy without the aid of an Xbox or something. Geesh, spoiled brats. ;)
Well, here are some ***cyber hugs*** to hopefully make you feel a bit better (if still needed).
Sooo... things not going so well? No. Or is this perhaps related to your menstruation period? Nah, I don't get psycho like some women. It's a combination of things. My mother being her usual self plus not having a job and lots of very expensive critical repairs needing to be done and not having the money to do them. It's all very stressful. Then combine that with feeling ashamed that I'm in such a situation because of choices that were made.
Hey mine sucks too! Everybody's does as far as I know. My current one makes me look like a deranged psycho. The first license I had the guy who took the picture actually had me smile and then let me look to see if I liked the pic then did a second one so it looked nice. That's really unusual for a govt. worker, especially the DMV!
Wow, only 6 weeks vacation? We're on the old agrarian schedule over here, we get 3 months off! And when I was that age I spent most of my time outside climbing trees, riding bikes with my friends all over the place, playing ball etc. My neighbor had a Nintendo and we'd play that but we'd get bored with it and then be back outside doing stuff. Kids these days make me very sad. ;P Does your sis have time off too or will you be on rug-rat patrol?
Well, here are some ***cyber hugs*** to hopefully make you feel a bit better (if still needed). I'll take all the hugs and snuggles I can get even if they're cyber ones! Always appreciated! :)
Does your sis have time off too or will you be on rug-rat patrol?
My sister will be working during most of the kids' vacation. There are still arrangements to be made regarding any rugrat patrolling.
All arrangements subject to further negotiations. Terms and conditions subject to change without notice. Agreements shall be non-binding. ;P
Do you have any vacation plans?
Do you have any vacation plans?
Nope. No plans. Just daydreams of building an enormous aeroplane out of spruce wood.
A spruce goose? At least it would smell really nice! Ya know, there's a guy in Ft. Lauderdale who turned one of Howard Hughes' airplanes into a boat...
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